This is rather a downer actually, with all the things going on with Volunteering, Work searching and fighting mini daft battles with Sis; DeviantArt and a few nice things have fallen off the list. :\
I'm slipping lately, and its not good. There's no defined space I can run to and work. The no college space has really taken a turn on me, a bad way at that. Its not the same. Just bad enough now its summer, mini flies have started to swarm the house.
I've come far though a bit. The two Manga I've been working on, I still hope to continue whether they go on DA or not. Just a lot on my mind these days. Maybe some inside things. Its tricky, I've had bad thoughts in last couple of weeks and trying to put them aside. They currently not a big deal as I'm not thinking to go beyond the marker on the subject, I'd lose a lot more if I did. Yeah, its weird I would ever think of "The End", certainly doesn't sound like me, A LOT of thinking over pros and cons over "The End" still the reason how I'm still here.
Its hard. I've even taken up the archery, but its been a while I've forgotten if I've mentioned it without looking.
At the end of day, I just to relax now. But sadly only just pushes things further and just never gets done. An on-hand assistant would help, though I've been way out of it that I've almost forgot she's there I can still see. And sadly that's happening on the internet too, which I'm very sorry for
Guess ways forward here is to move back onto secondary work. Its very long and tiring as secondary artists can imagine. Its not my thing, I can so well but its not technically my style to copy as much as the years has gone by. This link narrowing down TinierMe Drawings
Majority of which is my own hand work, but the source is all from the internet. This drawing of Nami
is another example and took days.
So. I'm still here, just been very busier than normal
and at times not as happy.